I give up

So I haven't posted in over a month. I really wanted to keep most all posts to things fun and light. Alas, that is not my life. While I can be funny, not much about my life or thoughts are. Even my previous posts have a certain heaviness I cannot seem to avoid. So as not to have months pass between posts I will make an effort to simply post what runs through my mind. I don't think that I could really be ostracized much more than where I am at now, so I welcome you to my newly unfiltered (really its less filtered. unfiltered would likelyland me in some type of observatory facility) blog.